things get better

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"everything will be better in time"
"things will get better"
"it wasn't meant to be"

all sayings that were meant to help a person with a broken heart.
frankly, none of them do.

I know a boy that would probably give me the world and loves me to know end, even still.
All I can repay him with, with no competition to his showered tokens of adoration, is friendship.
I can't help but feel laced with guilt, and sinking, for knowing that now I have to get myself out.
I admitted my greatest fear and secret to the one who I have loved. Now, I have to move on.
Yet there's still a sense of hope, which is completely false. I'm not lying to myself and I know, realistically, both ends.

Things never end the way you want them to, but as humans, we struggle to have this non-existent happiness.
Okay, okay, maybe it does exist- but so do millionaires.

And I don't think many people achieve being millionaires.